The Second Meeting (Part Two Chapter Three)

We met again in the belfry of an abandoned church. Every time we meet, I feel my love growing stronger and stronger for her. She has opened my eyes in many ways regarding the Party. Yet at the same time, I wish that she cared more about what the significance of our affair and the Party is, as opposed to simply her own self-centered reasons for our relationship. She believes that the individual can triumph over the Party. I disagree; only far in the future will the Party be destroyed, and we can only work towards that point now, although we might never see it achieved. Still, I am overjoyed every time I am with her, and I cannot wait to see her again. I can only hope that there are more people like her, so that the conspiracy against the Party may grow.